I would like to be open with the world, with everyone. I would like to not keep secrets or be careful when I talk. I don't want to have to plan things. I want to be outspoken. I want to say my opinions and I hope they're taken in the right way. I don't want to stop being free. And I won't. Like when you stop at Mcdonald’s and get a Mcflurry and a Coke and sit in the car singing along to Incubus on the radio. It’s an absolutely necessary thing to do, because you can. We sometimes come to love not by finding the perfect person, but
by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
I wish I could find people who had the balls to just fight me and atleast try to break through to me and hold me down and scream their life into my face, tell me what they think of me, then again I couldn’t care less of what they say, but to see that they have the balls to tell me to my face; I’d be fucking impressed hahaha.
Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life. Therapy? Who the hell needs that haha. I don’t? Two things.. the choices I make in my life and the kisses he gives me are my therapy. I’ve realized that being happy is a choice. You never want to rub anybody the wrong way or not be fun to be around, but you have to be happy. When I get logical and I don’t trust my instincts - That’s when I get in trouble. What nourishes me, destroys me and I love it. you should think the same, enjoy it, love it, its yours hehe.
Only after we have lost everything, are we free to do anything. Throw things out there and not be perfect and not have answers to anything and see if people understand.. Who gives a shit in the first place, fuckit.
Some people like to say I’m going the wrong way, when it's simply a way of my own. I’m judged, almost every single day, people call me ‘fucked up’, ‘crazy’..
Well, if being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different, i'd rather be completely fucking mental
